Update.

Hey.

My head freaking hurts.

I had to wear sleeves the whole day, it was 24 degrees

My eyes are puffy

I look dead and...

They continue,

they continue to hide things away from me

I want to leave.

Forever.

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upupdate

apr 11

I almost died this morning, Its unexplainable.

I was dizzy, hot and shaking, and my mom kept shouting and rubbing oil on me,

my heart was slowing down and everything in the room was blacking out, but outside the window everything was bright,

there was this piercing ringing in my ear and when i laid down I felt cold.???

what is happening?