Oh, the things I wish I cold say to you...

Ugh. cbbies where do I start.

first of all. I am no longer pansexual because it was the begining of the worst relationship of my life.

Imma bout to ponay this bitch. *ahhh hold your breaths crybabies*

Tan.

10 things I wish I could say to your face.

1. why?

2. i don't understand alll these fake promises>

3. fuck you, I hate you so much!!!1

4. I wanna kill myself and its not because of what you did.

5. It's what I want.

6. you are not the only thing I worry about...

7. FUCK YOU!@!111113890987097*&^(*%*&

8. My only wish is that you leave me alone.

9. your brain is 9 years younger than your body, catch it up...

10.. why did I ever say I love you from deep in my heart.. all this time your I love you's were settling above your head like oil on water.

I have waaaayy more but my INCOMPETENCE is blocking my mind...

she sits in a bath.

cool stainless steel sits on her skin.

she presses the blade hard on her flesh, the drags it accros her wrist.

Like clockwork blood seeps out it drips down her elbow, her left hand trembling.....

she sinks into the water, she wish she could drown in there but she cant.

she closes her eyes and lays in her pool of tears.

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in|com¦pe|tent

[ɪnˈkɒmpɪt(ə)nt]

ADJECTIVE

1. not having or showing the necessary skills to do something successfully:

"a forgetful and utterly incompetent assistant"

synonyms: inept · unskilful · unskilled · inexpert · amateurish.

I need to ask you something...

why!! why do you act like I did something to you!?

I just want you out of my life. but you keep wanting to come back in and fuck up over and over again!!!!! stop!

I'm sorry for ruining your life Tanya.

xx crybaby.